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Thursday, September 14, 2006
hi..so yeah.let me begin with my day.nth much actually.woke up at 2.30pm. had my lunch/breakfast.so slack on the com till 5+. went to watch holland v on channel 8.den watch the 7pm show on channel u.din wanna watch the channel 8 show coz according to the advertisment i have seen for that show.not so nice.so yeah. after that.slack till 9.watch 9pm show. so yea. love to see lawyers argue.but then.again.this world kind of funny.i don't understand why must there be lawyers.see ah.say.the evil person is rich.he gets a good(good as in won most cases) lawyer to sue a good person but a pity he has no $ for a good lawyer.so he got no choice but to get a lousy lawyer(lousy as in lost more cases than winning) so yea..so they go to court blah blah. the good person will lose rite.coz the good lawyer is yea much better so higher % of winnin.zz.see. ah. i dunno how to explain.anyway.i tryin to say that..some lawyers know that they are helping the party at fault but yet if they are already at fault.why do the lawyers still wanna fight for them? its like. woohooo.lawyers.courts were made to uphold justice.but see man. lawyers helpin bad guys? where is the sense of justice.get wad i mean? in this case.lawyers view $$ as a more important thing than their sense of justice? this world.zz.inhuman shit.

1 example.so yeah.for years. i have lived on this earth.16+ yrs and still counting. i was raised by a couple.some call them parents.some say father and mother.to me.i address them by daddy and mummy. for years .they took great care of me.giving me whatever i need. showered all the love they had on me..all the time they spent on me.all the love they gave me.is something which i can never reply them and i would like to thank them for being the best parents on earth from the bottom of my heart..but yet..i guess today must be the most heartbreaking day for my mother and brother.

just now.my 2 bros were making a din coz my youngest bro was lyin on my 2nd bro bed and when my 2nd bro told him to move.he simply stay put.so i. din noe why to. got kinda pissed off. so i told him can dont shout not.so he talk back.so i of coz angry la.zz.so went over to his room.my mother.heard the commotion so she went to stop me from enterin my bro room.just in case things get worst u noe.so yeah.i.i.pushed her aside.and she fell onto edge of the bed and fell onto the ground.den.i went to slap my bro face.and.after that.my father came in.and yeah.

then.my father came in.talk to me.which made lots of sense.so yeah.that made me regret slappin my bro face.

so yea.after that nth much happened.i wanna say a big sorry to my mother.coz this was the first time i actually pushed her and disrespect her so much.

sorry mummy.not i wan to push u but becoz i at that time reali dunno why like i eat 'angry pill' den cannot control my anger.but i promise it wont happen again.that would be the 1st and last time.


i usually.ok .this not tryin to hao lian or anything.i usually can control my anger level very well. the only time i got REAL.(to the extent when u put everything on the line) angry was when..i was in the starting of sec 3..n 1 time this year regarding some family stuff.and today also regarding family stuff zz..so yeah. 3 in all.but.the sec 3 incident.i really regretted( 2 t or 1 t?) not punching them.as for the other 2 which happened this year.i regretted slappin( actually can be counted as tap also but with more power.i din slap like. swing my whole hand back and slap.not those u see on tv.) my bro face.

if u readers.think that slapping is kinda sissy. try slappin ur bro? u wont wanna punch him rite. i mean its like. a punch n a slap is real diff.a slap is jus to wake that person up. a punch is to cause that person to lose his teeth.see the diff? feel the diff?

sorry mother. i din mean to push u. nth else to say.bb.






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