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What on earth is it?

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It's my blog. Blogs are essentially online journals, containing both links and text, sometimes about said links, but usually just diaries made public.

Mine is typically a holding place for quiz results and a way to keep my friends informed on whatever's going on (not like anyone READS it until I don't update and then they complain) and to give myself a global place to post things.

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

NAMELESS, 1:21 AM. %.@

Monday, October 30, 2006

I JUST WOKE UP!!

so long and goodbye..woo..this phrase is very very nice to use..its from helena by my chemical romance..

so ok lets being..i guess im left with 7 days to o lvls..weekends would be used up..so 5 days.. i think im gonna start on my phy from today onwards and i would rarely come online now.. so this would probably be my last entry till the o lvls end..and i wont be turning on my computer.. so i would use like 10hrs a day to study? cause my sleeping time takes up too much of my day lol cant help it..i need at least 10hrs of sleep..but best would be more than 12hrs of sleep..for instance..today i slept close to 13hrs..my longest record was 18hrs..woo..
ok it goes like this..



NAMELESS, 4:19 PM. %.@

Sunday, October 29, 2006

yo guys... it has been a long time since i update..and yea..life cant get any better nor worse.. why? i dont know why..dont ask me..

the reason why im writing this entry is because i cant get to sleep..i was like..ok.. i went to bed at 1.50am and after 10mins i could not get to sleep..so at 2am..i started to play on my bed.. as in do stupid moves..i used the blanket to 'tie' myself up..and was yea..doing a lot of childish act..and i also went to disturb my bro while he was sleeping..ahaha..so funny..its very fun to disturb your younger brother when he is asleep cause its FUN!! PLEASE TRY IT!! really very fun de..

o yea..time to brag and nag..coz it has been a long time since my entry was a meaningful one..

i guess so..
LETMEBEING!

yea..so..guys girls brothers sisters..what do you wanna be when you grow up? have you ever thought of it? i mean..this world is pathetic..lets face it..girls are cunning..high 5! and i guess its quite common..seriously.. when we grow up..everything changes...we wont be as naive as before.. office would be a warzone instead of a workplace..ok well both i guess..why? becoz there is something called office's politics..there will be backstabs aka bullets flying all around.. i mean why cant we just lead a honest life or at least do a proper job out of your job.. why resort to backstabbing or suck up to boss to get promoted..no intergrity dignity shit man adults..of coz not all la..only some..
ok lets face it..i really hate rich arse..due to 1 particular past experience and im trying to get over it but whenever im out at town or if i see students from gd sch/rich sch..i would feel dam zz..i mean its not easy to get over it...hai..anyways..money is important but not that important.. so contridicting..how bad can life get?
o lvls coming in about a week's time but im still nowhere near to completing my revision.. tell you guys..i guess i am done for my chem but might get only 50% or so and for my phy.. i have not even touched it..worse still poa..a super gone case sub.. my phy is terrible i tell you.. the magnet and stuff..by today..sunday i must be done with my chem..and the last week would be for my phy..as for my maths..for paper 1 i aim to get 60/80 or higher as for my paper 2.. 70/100 would be enough..i always screw up my paper 2..everytime 1 lor..paper 1 gd paper 2 bad overall just nice..haiyo..
ok la..recently im feeling more emotional whenever i take the bus 75 to church because that bus was the bus i always take with my mum when i was in p3..
OK! Done!
you guys can stop reading coz i would be tokin about my p3 now..so if u find it boring please close hor..

HOKAY!! PRIMARY 3 life..
when i was in p3..i was supposed to be in zhenghua pri sch coz my parents shift house from holland to bukit panjang..coz that hse small ma den got my youngest bro..so..when i was in zhenghua pri sch i felt very strang coz i dont know any1..so 1 day during school orientation programme or something..i ran out so..i ran all the way home..and becoz parents were there my mother saw me and chased me all the way home..so i said i wanted to go back to my old school ghim moh pri..so yeah..i was transferred back to there..understand so far?
so during p3..since bukit panjang was kinda far away from ghim moh pri school..i stayed at my grandma house for 1 year..the feeling was rather funny coz my granny was very good to me.. and my aunt n uncle were also nice to me..my cousin was also gd to me..dun worry no child abuse..so yeah..

at that time..my normal daily routine at my grandma hse was like that..wake up..must ask maid to stand outside toilet then i shower..coz ah tt time got wad stupid cat and ghost show on chan8 so i very scared..after shower prepare go to school(im in the PM session at that time..afternoon session in other words) by school bus.. so yeah..and on every wed..its contact time..so we get to go to school later.. jasmine ah yee would come over to my granny house and with her son..john..so john my cousin n i would go to the swimming pool and swim and play..for like 30 mins or so? o yea..btw my granny hse is condo de so got swimming pool..n the condo hse dam big de..almost 2-3times my house size..so hor ok back to that..after swimming right..we would wash up..and go to IKEA!!! for our fav meatballs.. so gd rite my aunt? till this day she is just as good as ever..(jasper..this is the aunt i was referring to ytd) so after that meal..she would drive us to school..first to my cousin's school..nanhua pri den to mine..ghim moh and lastly my cousin..haha..thats so long ago mans..so of coz i rarely get to see my mom..i only get to see her for like 2-3 days? so every friday after school i would be able to see my mom..she will be outside waiting for me..and i would run to her..then she will bring me to ghim moh hawker center and eat lots of food..hai..she would often just look at me eat and order whatever i wanted..ha..so after that..we would walk to holland v and take bus 75 home to bukit panjang..so how i go back to my grandma hse? simple..on every monday i would wake up early with my mom and she would accompany me to my grandma hse and take a lift from my aunt to her workplace..so yeah.. and i tell you this..when i was on the bus in the past..i will never allow my mom to sit beside another guy..haha...very protectice right? so its usually like that..and once i got angry becoz i was sitting with my mom and she gave up her sit to an old lady..and i was sulking on the bus journey haha..

how time flies..sometimes when i look at my bro..will remind me of my younger days..its so scary when human age..everything changes..how much i yearn to go back to primary school.. wad a pity i cant do that..

ok thats it..if i continue to type..sure cry de..i also got emotions 1 ok..dont think i play play all day only...
and 1 last thing which i hope will make u guys laugh..

ok..the chan 8 i said just now about the cat and ghost..so it was really very scary..so everytime when i come back from school..there would be this cat standing on the staircase..so i was afraid of it..so i would run all the way back to the security guard house and tell the guard to chase the cat away..lol..and no joke ok..the security guard house is like 150m-200m away..coz if i dont chase the cat away..how to take lift go up to my grandma hse..so yea! thats it..


NAMELESS, 4:00 AM. %.@

Monday, October 23, 2006

ok..so it has been a long time since i wrote an entry..so yea..life is pretty good now..to me that is.. my science..im so glad im goin to be done with chem soon but i still lack practice for it.. as for my phy..im dead..magnet n stuffs..never fail to kill me..

so..yea..nth much in life..i just wanna get o lvls over and done with..ha.ha.ha.ha.o yea..tml we goin to town to find prom clothes but not buy..just to check stuffs out..yea..weird rite? o lvls comin we still go out..ha.i dont really wanna get gd grades for o lvls anyways..15 and below im would be glad..
sci : b
eng : b
maths : a
dnt : b
humans : b

thats all..BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

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life cant get any better..


NAMELESS, 10:50 PM. %.@

Friday, October 20, 2006

so yea..the previous entry or the 1 before it..said i was feeling kinda lousy coz i did not reflect on any stuff..so OK!! today i got 1..it was really like wow..i can think of such things..i was so glad with myself..but i dont know if it make senses..

friends..and everyone..
please tell me if this make senses..have you ever wondered..why some people say life is like a cycle..some people do repeated things over and over again..some walk in circles..some just go what they like..have you ever wondered why people humans like us walk in circles?

because..we want to find the middle point of that certain thing..that crucial thing..the thing which keeps us moving in circles..example..some people do a certain maths question over and over again..reason? cause he wants to find the answer to it.. if i cant do a question..i would skip the question..most likely la lol..so yea..that certain determination is a wonder right? if we can apply it to everything we do.. im sure we can push our minds to the max limit..

when people walk in circles..but they do it willingly..ah then..they know what they are doing.. dont go lecture them because you wont know what they are thinking of.. let them do what they want..because soon..they will find the answer to it.. and as they walk in circles more and more.. they are 1 step closer to the answer.. their determination level rises..they learn new things which others wont get to learn in a normal school classroom..

example..in a classroom..what do we actually get to learn? its just eng maths sci and stuff.. so i give you an example..say a topic in eng paper 1..
question is 'money is the root of all evil, do you agree with this'
so most of us..would just write out how we feel blah blah..and read the model answer and ok.. thats it..not gonna touch this anymore unless necessary..
but 1 guy..is curious to know why money is the root of all evil.. the 1st question in his mind would be.. 'why is money the root of all evil' and that question will be repeated countless time in his mind till he gets the answer..its just like he is walking in a circle right? each step he takes is almost the same as before..and the starting point of a circle is the same as its ending point.. thats why we humans will always start at the same point and end at the same point.. starting point in life.. hospital.. ending point in life.. hospital.. reason is..when we were born..hospital ma.. when we die..usually end up in hospital then in a coffin..
but what makes the guy able to find the answer to that problem..would be the same as he is walking into the circle to find the middle point.. the thing which makes all of us different is that.. we were brought up differently and exposed to different surroundings..so we humans are different..and we have different thinking also..thats why some people can never see eye to eye.. so yeah..the difference is that each step the guy takes..he knows where it will lead him to.. and he is not just plain walking..every step he makes..his mind would be moving too and thinking 'could it be that money causes trouble therefore its evil' so and so..
i learnt this when..i was sitting outside the shop waiting for my friends to get their stuff.. so i was holding onto this piece of paper..so i began to roll it..and as i roll..it made me realise that when we turn. there is a reason behind it..so yeah..and an example which is considered a good 1 is..
when we open a bottle..we turn the cap right? so yeah..see..turning..we turn to get the cap out..
its the same..we walk in circle to get the answer.. thats how nature work i guess..
ok well...thats all..please tell me if you do not understand anything or feel that some are wrong..
coz im not perfect..but thats my opinion so dont worry..if you come with an open mind to me.. nothing will go wrong i guess.lol..


NAMELESS, 1:46 AM. %.@

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

ahahahahaha..so ok..lets see ah..have not been updating for quite some time..2days i guess..so yeah..just a quick one coz i gotta sleep and stuff..so having practical (phy/chem) on thurs.. so yeah..im in the 2nd shift..dam sian..coz must wake up early..so yeah..
Readers..sometimes i tend to write in broken english and singlish..so yea..please bear with it lol.. coz its real troublesome to write properly you noe..waste of energy..

so yeah..ok..so erm..haiyo lor..this sat outing is our group..3-man-team..haiyo..and im in charge of games..but ended up with them suggesting games for me..all the games i thought of has been played before..haiz..ALL the games i thought of nice ok..we will win the war..we will win the war.. team A bomb..team A bomb to team B bomb..hai..and the worst of all..must explain the games to them..in front of like 20 ppl or so? wa die la..so dam stress lor..i cant imagine.. how on earth am i goin to stand in front of them..so mostly..i would get ivan ge n joseph to explain..hehe coz its their games..and i am not quite clear about it =) so yea..u guys wont like it if i explain wrongly also ma..

as for my studies..im trying to study..but the computer..so from tml..try not to on the com..
so far..feeling that nothing much has been done in my life..coz the past few days really to tired to reflect on myself..whenever i wanna do it on the bed..i would fall asleep.. so yeah.. and i hate it when i dont get to reflect on myself and other stuffs..makes me feel as if im starting to be more ignorant of things..coz its only through reflecting that we will learn of new things..things which people will never think of..and sometimes reflecting really helps a lot..hai..NVM.........I SHALL DO IT..NOW..GO TO BED LIAO..BB GD NITE.


NAMELESS, 12:56 AM. %.@

Sunday, October 15, 2006

TML HAVING SS MOCK EXAM AND IM GONNA STUDY ONLY 2 chapters..if they dont come out..IM DEAD..may tan would give me a down dressing..

so yea..ok..today..when i woke up..i was super tired..i woke up at 740 and gave myself 5mins more to sleep but i ended waking up at 816..and i was supposed to be at my bus stop at 815..so i rushed la..lol..told joseph to meet at clementi mrt instead..of not i will be dam late..so yeah..today's service was alright but it was a bit dull and boring..and me and joseph got scolded by our leader mr ivan ge and the another girl indirectly 'shoot' joseph..i guessed she did not realise that jasper hands were being tied..so joseph wanted to pull of his shirt just a bit..

so yeah..got a lecture..free of charge somemore..zz..so yeah..i dont wanna think about it lol..this is called running away from the problem..the best short term solution..

so yea..talk about that next time..now gotta just study for like 1 hr for the mock exam.. and go to sleep..i hope i wont be late for tml..otherwise..may tan would blabber on and on..

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

how i wished i had the skill 'windwalk'..so that i can become invisible..
its difficult to be alone is it?


NAMELESS, 10:04 PM. %.@

Saturday, October 14, 2006

ok..yo..i just finished..1 round of 2 hrs dota..thats the longest record ever..5on4 match.. we won..5 ppl team won.. the other day was an 1hr 40mins match 5on4..we won too.4 man team won in this case.so yea..so on fri i slept at 2am..and woke up at 2pm the nxt day..and went back to sleep again and woke up at 2.30pm..so on sat.it goes like this.

sat:
went for lyon bdae..i dont really know him well..so i was SUPPOSED to be late..late like by 20mins? so i thought..cannot..die..every1 waiting..later ppl sure du lan..so i took a taxi zz.. and it cost me $12..$11.90 la actully zz..so yea..IM BROKE AGAIN..and..so yeah..so..when i reached.. some ppl were later than me..i reached 5mins earlier..4.25pm..o yea..btw the venue is at city hall control station..so yeah..then..we left the place at 4.51pm and waited for the bus for quite some time..so i was..haiz..my $12 went down the drain..coz if i took the bus..i would be just in time to join them waiting for the bus..so yeah..after that..took a bus..lots of ppl..and reached his house..his house is nice..the swimming pools are nice but the depth of the pool is kinda shallow..1.0m...so yeah..i did not eat much..only till the ending part when no 1 was eating..so i ate the crab meat..wahaha..so nice sia..hot+a bit crispy = bagus.. so..they played water..and luckily im not involved..ahahaha..jasper u mean guy..u wanted to splash water at me right..i knew it when you say.. ' heng u got security guard here'..so yea..i needed the toilet at that time..so went to the toilet..and after that..went to explore the condo..it was huge and dark..so yeah..basically thats it..

please understand me when im quiet..i mean..im a follower not a leader..so im those whom sometimes isolate myself cause its better to stand far away and watch..and as you watch..you can think..can reflect..thats so much better..i only join in the fun when i feel that its fun.. different people have different definition of 'fun' so yea..sorry..and yea..1 guy in my sch whom is super quiet..i talk to him over 100 lines he only say 2 short lines..zz..so yea..that guy name is zhong han..and he is a rather quiet person and is always like alone but he has frens..jus that he rarely speaks..and usually when ppl are havin fun..he would be sitting down afar watching..
so yea..im also trying to be like him..coz i wanna know how he feels and how he thinks.. and o mans..his studies is good man..his drawing for dnt is super 2d but he got 72..73 was the highest in 4e 5n stream..zz..so yeah..thats all..prelims dnt got 59..wa sia..a bit pek chek but dun care la lol..my prelims get 24..1 mark to b4 sia..

ok..left with less than 4hrs of sleep..gotta go to church tml..HASTA LA VISTA...still not in studying mood..


NAMELESS, 3:17 AM. %.@

Friday, October 13, 2006

ok..so today was the last day of school for us..so yeah..nothing much happened actually.. dunno why people are getting so emotional over it..perhaps i am not as emotional as i used to be in the past..o well..later when im on my bed..i would just think of all the times we had in secondary school.. i know that sec school life is 1 of the best moments in life..and im already trying to treasure as much as i can..my frens..teachers..and the canteen food..wahaha..so yea.. i guess there is nth much to be emotional abt..after all we will always get to see each other again right.. so yeah..we can still organise outings to sentosa..and stuff..and i guess most of us..superb frens like..jy..jk..lulu..doug..cal..zh..ch..xianster..joel..xiang..would be goin to the same poly..and our scores are usually the same so we might land up in the same course..and yea..we live for ourself but its our frens which keeps us moving..so yeah..overall..we depend on each other to live.. imagine a school without frens..how miserable would that be..

DONT WORRY COZ THERE IS NTH MUCH TO WORRY ABOUT..


NAMELESS, 11:53 PM. %.@

Thursday, October 12, 2006

ok..few pics..btw..i noob at uploading pics..so dont blame me if the pic is too big or small..in this case i chose medium coz its in the center.ok.
and i wanted to put the captions actually but it was troublesome..and i did not noe how to do it.. the grp pic was taken by the lifeguard..
as u can tell from the pics..we seriously
have a lack of childhood..for more individuals pics tell me..coz i uploaded only mostly on grp pics..and if ur pics are not here but u want them up in here tell me then..some pics might not be that clear coz we used 2 cameras..1 k750i(my bro lent it to me) and 1 digital cam(doug).. doug's cam memory was full by then..so most pics were taken by the phone..cool sia..the pics so clear.. makes me wanna change my phone into sony ericsson 1 but must have mp3 features..wahaha


NAMELESS, 7:11 PM. %.@





ok..so yea..today was a super fast.fun filled and long time..time flies..ok.i will break today's outing into 4 parts so you guys can read the 1 you are interested in.

Scene 1 : The gathering
so..ok..we were supposed to meet at 7.50 at jelepang lrt..so i was supposed to meet ch at 7.40am at the lrt but he did not appear..i sent him an sms but i got no reply..so while i was waiting for him.. i saw jk...so i decided to go with him first..then..we saw joel as well.and soon.we reached jelepang lrt..ch was not in sight..so we were worried that he might be sleeping..so after waiting for 10mins..joel said he would be leaving first coz he is dont want to be late for geog.so after like another 5mins. doug called ch and realised he was in school..zz..haha..so after that.. we went to the school gate..security guard did not chase us out but told us to leave in a nice manner.. but it was the other guy whom did not allow us..he is the OM..so yea..we left..then told ch to leave school..
ok this is it..on that day.we were supposed to have geog.at 8am.so we all agreed the day before to wear class jersey and slippers..so yea..thats the reason.coz of the slippers we were not allowed to enter school..ahaha..

Scene 2 : The breakfast
after that.ch came out of school..and we all ran towards the carpark for no reason.but i walked.. as usual..im lazy..so after that..we went to greenridge to have breakfast..they ate eggs and had coffee..2 EGGS SOMEMORE!!!! wad the hell sia..can you imagine eating 2 eggs..eeee so disgusting..the taste is terrible..that fluid going down your throat..ahhh..eggs.. i don't eat eggs actually..ok so..when we were about to leave..we forget 1 thing..the volleyball..so zh went home.. took his volleyball..and after that..we walked to the bus stop near bukit panjang plaza..we actually wanted to go to plaza to get the suntan stuff but don't know why went straight to the bus stop..o well..the suntan stuff dont help much anyway..so..after that..on the bus..blah blah.. nothing much happened..listen to songs from my bro's hp..borrowed from him just for the bus trip..wahaha..ok..thats it..reached the interchange or harbourfront.any1 will do..so we took the free bus ride from there to sentosa..save time on walking..but i would rather walk..walking is fun..

Scene 3 : Sentosa
so we arrived..and dam..the entrance fee was $3..for a pathetic palawan beach..haha..so yea..we took the yellow line bus..and then.got there pretty fast..so we found a nice spot to put our bags..and then..off we went into the sea..i was the last to enter cause i dont wanna be wet at first..ku niang sia me..gay keith foo..so ok..in less than 5mins after they went in..i was in..lol..so me zh jk and doug swam to the other side..and 1 more thing which disappointed us was..there is no more board/raft/what-ever-u-call-it..the floating thing..no more liao..so yea..we were not able to do backflip..sadded..so..anyways..we swam over to the over side..and it was dam..the water was deep and in my mind was..o crap..what if there are monsters below..yea..serious..in my mind..thoughts were running wild..i was thinking what if got sea monsters or octopus going to suck me down..yea..so i quickly went to the other side..and heaved a sigh of relief when i reached the other side..then..as cal cant swim..so jy cal lulu xiansta wanted to walk by the bridge to the other island and find us..but then..they did not actually cross the bridge..they went under the bridge..and the lifeguard on duty..BEEP-ED them..ahaha..so funny..soon ch swam over to the island..so yea..then..after like 10mins..we went back to the island..so yea..from there..we did lots of stuff..threw sandballs.(sounds like neopets.snowballs.sticky snowball.exploding snowball.aw..neopets so fun!!!) so we also did some backflip..so imagine in the sea..closer to shore..a circle of people..stretching out their arms to like make 'platform' so someone can stand on it..so we took turns standing on that 'platform' to do backflip..weixian won the award for the highest jump..doug had long legs so it wasnt easy..o well..he got a prize..water went into his nose for free!! zh's backflip was the only successful 1..so...yea..afterthat..we played volleyball..and dam..1st time i play sia..when the ball hits your hand there right..wa pain sia..so yea.. and not long..we heard rumblings(or is it rumble?) in the sky..so we were thinking..o dead..what a wasted day..its gonna rain..but to everyone's surprise..the weather took a change..soon after a few drops or rain..super super slight drizzle..the sun came out..so we went to play again..play play play..took lots of pics too..ask jy and doug for it if you want to see it..the pics are so funny and retarded..ahaha..took pics with the security guard's kayak..he was looking at us in a funny way..and we asked him to take a grp pic of us too..and i saw this group of girls in weird school uniforms..so i guessed they must be from jap coz their uniform looks like those in japan..so i told them..and we kept shouting..ohio and waved to them..so they waved back..haha..yea..so after every1 was tired..we went to the toilet..and phew..the toilet has changed..its much more nicer and cleaner..101% sure its cleaner dam it..but the toilets are a bit too exposed coz some parts of the shower areas can be seen from outside..haha..exciting sia..so when we were about to leave the toilet..zh found out that he lost his wallet..so we went back to find but to no avail..thankfully there was nothing valuable inside.. only $18 cash..heng no IC..zh if you are reading this..try and think in a more positive way can le..like..heng i nv lose my IC..onli lose $18..

Scene 4 : Vivo city
so vivo city..we went there after having our dinner..our dinner was real early..so vivo city..ya its big but the things there are dam exp..and i think they might be going there to buy the prom stuff..i saw something real nice..but its from a crocodile shop..needless to say.. the price tag would be even woooo...so yeah..then..we went to toys r us..o mans!! it was so fun..we were like children once again..we were playing with all sorts of toys..like..halloween masks..guns..swords.. and anything which seems play-able..and doug lulu zh xiansta jk jy cal ch wore funny masks.. except me..coz i was taking pics for them..so i ended up with no chance to take pics..hai but nvm la..at first..see them wear masks n take pics like dam fun..but i also no choice must take pic for them so i just continue doing my job lo..haha..ok..so yea..toys r us was the most fun part..and after that..we went back..

most of the pics were taken by me so..you wont get to see me in most pics..i think i got..only 3-5 pics with me in it..i really wanted to join in the fun and take pics with them..but if i join in..no 1 would take pics..so yeah..kinda regretted but.nvm.there will always be a next time..pictures are priceless..1 picture = over 1k words..hopefully we can hire a photographer for 1 day..maybe my youngest bro might be interested..rofl...

btw if you don't know. wed and thurs is marking day.tt y we got time go sentosa.gotta go now.. tml having SS lesson..it not good to be late for her class..the old and fierce may tan...

plan for now. get my o lvls done and over with.
plans for o lvls hol.have 3 wish.
number 1.earn $$ for a gd laptop so this com can give my bros.so they wont complain
number 2.wanna go improve sparring skills..especially my left leg..
number 3.be member at sentosa.make myself black ok..

GOTTA SLEEP NOW..im super tired..


NAMELESS, 12:46 AM. %.@

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

ok.hi.last topic. love ah..gotta rush for my geog mock exam tml..but i won't let that affect this entry..more and more mock exams are coming up and im gettin way too sick of it..let me have peace in my life.

ok.love..
what is love..the meaning to that word..is something which can never be defined i guess.. each of us were brought up under different conditions..so naturally..our thinking..actions would be different..some see love as a painful thing..some see it as the greatest thing on earth..some see it as a waste of time..

love as a painful thing? why? the reason would be..not being able to be with the girl you fancy i guess..afterall..nothing last forever..most people would say fairy tales are false.. and the phrase 'and they lived happily ever after' is totally not true..i used to think that true love exist.. but after just 1 bad experience..i began to think otherwise...and with friends like lionel(gangsa league)..and some school friends like..mr wang lulu and douglas..so yea..and of course..tv shows.. after watching how girls affect a boy's life in that show..it more or less..changed my mind.. but note..if any girl is reading this..
Im not saying that you are lousy or what..it is just my personal opinion on girls and i can tell with my own eyes who is good and who isnt..so dont come after me with a knife..taking away my life is 1 thing..but that can never change your character.(refering to no 1 in particular)
so yea..i've never had a gf in my life before..yes go ahead..laugh at me..i wont feel low..i mean its the fact..so yea..some consider love as a +ve(positive) factor in life wheresa some see it as an -ve(negative) factor in life..what do you see it as?
all of us..have different opinion..so now..im gonna try and 'neutralise' my entry as in..what i am going to say will be something all of us(boys) agree or think in the same way..
today in school..while i was thinking what im gonna write down here..i asked lulu..btw..lulu is a very straight forward guy..much much more than me..so yea..when i asked him what is love to him..he said..waste of time..true false? i don't know..but well..some of us might hate love after a super bad experience..most things work in the same way..after having a bad experience with something..you tend to hate it.. but if you find yourself good at it..your interest in it will naturally be higher..

example 1: say..you got molested on a few occasions when you were on your way home..or worst..raped..after that..you will hate boys right?
i don't know if that example is accurate..but i guess it make sense..even if the girl just got raped 1 time..she will hate boys..if im a girl..i would definately hate boys..but..i believe time can heal all wounds..so yea..
o dam..the wind is blowing in my direction..the air is sucky..the psi reading is rising again.. seems like what i told joseph was right..WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..sacastic laughter.please ignore that.

so yea..and from what i have seen from my friends..most of them look normal but some of them..their hearts might be bleeding..in the past..when i look at them handling their relationship problems..i thought to myself..so lucky to have a girlfriend..besides it not easy to find someone you truly love..but when i see their relationship on the rocks..in other words..on the verge of breaking up..its like..they are so stressed over it..its amazing how much love can damage you in just that short period of time..and after like say 1 month..the person is back to normal.. love is amazing isnt it? its like a double edged sword..it can give you happiness but at the same time sorrow..

after all these..i found out that..phrases and idioms on love like..example : ''True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending by K Knight''...is something which human merely made up based on their experience and friends' experience..and so..when the phrases and idioms makes sense to the reader..they change their opinion on love..so yea..am i getting my point across to you? say like..before you read those phrases and idioms..your opinion on love was ''love is a waste of time'' but after you read that idiom..your opinion on love is ''love is neverending'' see what im trying to say? but well.. those phrases makes hell lotsa sense but you must not let that phrase change your view on love..

so yea..but well..its hard to find nice girls nowadays right? most girls in singapore want the 5cs.. Car.Condo.Cash card.Credit card and 1 more which im not sure of..but i don't know if cash card is considered as 1 of the C..are they being too picky? how can love be created by having the 5cs? in this case..i rather call them..selling body..1 body worth 5cs..so yea..right now.. i have a list of idioms and phrases on love with me..this paper was given by our very best english teacher miss kuek from 4E4..she has been my eng teacher for 3yrs..and she is real good.. so yea..

some people..say..i will love you forever..but what happens after they get married? sometimes.. this always bother me..why do people change after marriage..its so scary..but sometimes girls can get way too naggy.like my mother..sometimes she is really dam irritating but its for my own good..so i have learnt to just nod my head to 'entertain' her..in the past..i would say.. ya la ya la..ha na ha na..to chase her off coz i really cant stand people especially my mother nag..once they nag ah..wa like cannot stop 1..its like a radio which is on but has no switch.. ok.. back to topic..not my mum..1 reason why people change after marriage would be their jobs i guess.. girls are so career minded..and from Source C taken by pei cai secondary school prelims.(i was doin it the other day and that source is somehow suitable for this topic) so that source was talking about she works 12hrs a day from mon-fri. and she says she that she has no time for her 1 and only child..and says that her saturday would be full coz on that day.she and her friends would go to their fav hotel for high tea.. so yea..after i read that source..i was like...WTF?? for friends you ignore your child..so yea.. anyways..gotta end this now..

1 phrase on love from the worksheet before i go which makes the most sense to me..
Christopher Morley
If we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other poeple to stammer* that they loved them.
stammer-i wonder why would they stammer..its like..hey..you got FIVE MINUTUES ONLY.. DONT STAMMER!! just say what you wanna say and call the other person whom you wanna tell how much you love him/her..


NAMELESS, 8:00 PM. %.@





woo..its already close to 3pm..and i found out that i already have 40posts..thats so fast..soon it will hit 3digits..and 4 digits if possible..that would take years..so yea..right now..im supposed to be in school taking my phy mock exam but im having tuition at 4pm later..

right now..im supposed to be having my lunch but my dad gave me something to chew.. taste nice..but its not a chewing gum..something to make your teeth shine or something.. ate it just to accept his kindness..so just now..in school..i got 'questioned' by the poa teacher..her name is.. either miss juli goh or mrs juli goh.i dont know how to spell the juli..it seems weird..
ok..later gonna post an entry on the last topic love..so..yea..gotta take my lunch now..if not i will be late for tuition.

1 last stuff..thanks for all the comments in the tagboard..some surprising..some interesting..some weird..some mysterious..and erm..alden ah..i dunno the pic at where also lol.. i lazy to go find it..the main factor hor is actually i lazy also lol..

TML!!!!!!!!!! SENTOSA FOOOOOOOOO. at the sake of bible study.die die..


Honesty is the best policy~


NAMELESS, 3:03 PM. %.@

Monday, October 09, 2006

ok..so lets begin..today wont be the topic on love..the last 1 in the list..today i just wanna say something..i cant stand it if i don't say it..so recently miss liew SUCKS..
ok..maybe its my fault..coz i rarely do her classwork..and often..i dont pay attention..but i did not disrupt her lessons what..then..a few days ago..she said to me..keith ah.why u not doin. i give up on u already from now..i not goin to care about u..i was like..zz..hey come on..wtf? so today.. in class..my eraser was kinda small..so i just cut it using the ruler..so i threw 2 at calvin..miss liew saw me..then she came over and said..u wan to leave sch? i can write a report very gd to principal.i have not done this for very long.i can write and u can get cane..u wan that? so i said..o no..dun wan dun wan..but in my mind i was like zz la..

come on you miss liew.miss liao liao liao..may all your family liao liao..all die..die liao.. zz.. come la..write then write la..next time if she is goin to say this again..i will just either keep quiet and ignore her..as in just look at my paper and stare at it..or if i really cant take her shit i will ask her to write..zz..throwing pieces of eraser first time in her class(but does not mean every other class got throw) will end up being kicked out of school and having disciplinary actions taken against me..wtf? this is pathetic lor..throw eraser get kick out of school..then if beat ppl get wad? captial punishment? death sentence? come on la..u miss liew..miss liao rather..u say u can write a report real good to the extent whereby i will have my arse kicked out? come on..your english is not that good either..unless you write stuffs which actually did not happen to make things sound worse..is that what i call low down cheap shit.. so if thats the case..you will be punished for making things up..and so sad..it just shows that you are a person with no moral..you made up stuffs in that report.(if she is writing that is) u lied in the letter.(if she is writing that is) o sad sad sad..seems like your parents did not bring you up well..what is a human when he/she does not even have something called moral or intergrity..sad sad sad..even miss may tan being so fierce. wont tell us. 4E4.u better pass or i will write a report and u can leave school. although she is so unreasonable at times..the most would be to drop her sub..same goes to madam howe..
but for you..a maths teacher..seems like time will reveal the darkest secret..so now.. u..miss liao have finally showed your tail..u b!tch..now..i have realised that..behind that face you are just a low down cheap teacher..and stop shedding crocodile tears in our class(she cried 2 times in our class zz).i dont give a dam.


NAMELESS, 8:56 PM. %.@

Sunday, October 08, 2006

ok..so hi guys..today is sunday..how is ur day? i gotta do my ss SBQ later..haiz..wad a waste of time..so sorry for my previous entry..i felt that it was not done properly..i guess coz i did not really go and think about the effects of fame and stuff..o well..i will do a revised edition next time..

today.topic.
W
O
M
E
N

w-o-m-e-n

lets start..so..ok..women..all of us look at girls..lets face the fact..the difference is how you look at the girl..some look at the face.some body.some just look normally? as in..with no intentions or what.so.ever..some just happen to look..some take a quick glance and thats it..

so let me give u an example..a shameful guy..last tue..i was at suntec..o well..somewhere around there..im not so sure..so it was kinda late..cant really remember the time..its around 9-10pm..so i was there with ivan ge and joseph for bible study..and when we were walking out of the building..we saw this arsehole..he is a man..with 2 girls..and he was drunk..so he suddenly shouted some stuffs..and in his left arm was a girl..and in his right arm was another girl..so i was like..WTF? this guy must be nuts..what if his wife sees him or something..i mean its like..zz la.. but the main problem was the girls..they have no shame at all..their dressings were a bit revealing..indecent..the girls have no idea what on earth were they doing is it? i mean.. thats a disgusting sight la..

so..girls..yea..we must..not let girls destroy our lives..our lives are far more precious than that.. are girls really that important? ok..get this straight..im not talking or saying that.. all girls are bad.evil and stuff..im just trying to say that..love and lust are 2 different things..get it? we boys..have our needs..if we need it real bad..go to your gf or wife..if she don't give in..FORCE HER..HARDCORE..no la..crazy..if she don't give in..try asking her again..im somehow or rather sure that..they will give in..afterall..she is your gf/wife..i mean..its your right..or maybe you can have a romantic dinner at home and then you know..do what you wanna do..it does not mean that..if she dont allow you..you must find another girl for your needs..is sex really that important? are your child not as important? i look at some newspaper in the past.. daughters and boys(rare) getting raped by their fathers or godfathers...that is something TERRIBLE.. it just reflects on one's moral..who knows? some adults might even spend more time looking for hookers than taking care after their child..so sad isnt it..please..readers or alien..dont let girls destroy your life..we only live once..use it wisely..

if you really need it that badly..go masterbath(dunno how to spell) or pcc..afterall when doing sex the main aim is to get the sperms out right? (sorry if im being direct.im being open.if you find this offensive.stop reading.thanks.i dun wanna be accused of being dirty or something) so yea..pcc/masterbath(dunno how to spell) is not as sinful as going to find hookers.. when a marriage is carried out..the pastor will ask..are you willing to blah blah..that includes being faithful to her..and a man dont take back his words..

what i feel on married man who take back their words.(note.this is to prevent them from lookin for hookers.not all man.)
mans..u guys..how many girls have you slept with in bed so far? on the day u got married.. u said i do i do willingly..but have you forgotten the promise..to be truthful to your wife.to stay faithful.. yet you guys still continue the hunt for girls..so if you guys go back on ur word..then.. u aint gd enuff to be called a man..u pinny shit..U ARE NOT A MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i guess u are not fit to use ur d!ck anymore..rofl..they are not man.wahahaha..HA.HA.HA. LOSER.. u can take pills.u can take tonics.u can build ur body.rofl.but you cant HIDE THE FACT that you are not a man..wahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..

so funny sia..they are literally not 'man'..o yea..ok..i gotta go and do my SS sbq now..so yea..just a short story before i leave :

i was on the bus home the other day..so this guy was talking to a lady..and his voice was kinda loud so i was very very very super irritated..but then..he suddenly said something very true.. he said..singaporeans work so hard but they don't have the time to enjoy it. true? i don't know.. but a bit of time management should help a bit i guess..then the guy said another thing..he said his friend bought a condo with his wife but its like the maid is using the facilities instead of them. get it? meaning that they(couple) are too busy to even go to the gym to do a workout or have a dip in the swimming pool..so yea..
note:i did not evasdrop(not sure of spelling.ahh.) i overheard their conversation..i cant help but listen coz his voice was too loud..

take care..
im off~

the world is twisting and turning


NAMELESS, 8:18 PM. %.@

Thursday, October 05, 2006

ok.so yeah.i have decided to write entries.which i think makes hell lotta sense.o well......almost everything make sense as long as 1 person believes in it.so yeah..my 2nd last entry was on.. money and stuff..so today.i decided to..post a few more entries.but not what i detest.but what makes men sin..im not a girl.so i don't know about girls' stuff.

o yea..btw..my pic is gone..i don't know why too..ahh..now my blog so plain..and yea..one more thing..if you guys find my font size too small..making you guys difficult to read please tell me yea..our eyes aint as big as goldfish..its not good to see it getting smaller as day goes by right..and erm..lastly..if u guys..feel that what im saying is wrong then feel free to tell me why.. at the head of the entry i did not state that..whoever says im wrong will get killed or something. so yea.go ahead.i bet im wrong at times.ha.

so let me being ah..the few topics i wanna touch on is..
1.money
2.fame
3.women
4.love

so yea..i did money..so today...i guess um..i will talk about fame..note..if u guys realise.. those 4 items above are what men need..especially women..i believe all men have lust at first sight.. instead of love at first sight..o well..i don't believe in love at first sight anyway..these 4 things as mentioned above..caused men to do stupid things.to be unfaithful.to lose their minds.to end up in jail..

note:if you think this will bore you out..kindly make your way out by pressing the white cross in a red box at the top right handside of your internet explorer page or press ALT together with F4.thanks for your kind understanding..

FAME..
ask yourself this..have you ever thought of..wanting to be famous? to be well known around the world? fame is something..which i wont sought after..i don't even think of it.. i mean.. whats the point of being famous? so people can know who you are? so you can get free stuff? cheapo shit aint u..sry but i despise them..

and..get this right..fame is different from attention..to me.. too much of attention becomes fame.. all of us need attentions at times..i understand..when we get left out at times..we feel unattended..we feel useless..lousy..negative thoughts in your mind. like 'haiz why no 1 bother about me' or 'sian..afterall im nothing to them' or worse 'do they ever FARKING care about me?' yea..

don't be deceived by this word 'fame'..people sought for fame but many ended up wasting their time..some ended up being made a joke..a laughing stock..take william hung for example... made a joke for his stupid remix of 'she bangs'.. anyways..i think its not that wise to join such competitions..afterall..good ones might get kicked out..its again back to..popularity..money.. you can get 1 so-so guy from a rich family. to go join singapore idol..all he have to do is make it to the top 20.. and another guy say..a guy with an fantastic voice..hidden talent within.. he gets into the top 20 too..but its a pity his background is kinda complicated..thus ppl wont wanna vote for him.. the rich dude..can go all the way to the top 2 easily..rich ma the family.vote lor.vote till top 2.easy peasy..

anyway..i don't really understand why do they want fame..look at the hady and jonathan.. where are they now? give them time..and they will be like the taufik.. i really see no point.. i rather you spend the time to go do some good stuff..help out..instead of searching for fame.. like say.. hilter.. wa.hilter ah..why he so famous ah? who is he.. he started world war.. famous does not necessarily means that..he is famous because of something good..u get what i mean? i tell you what..you want fame? simple..go commit sucide right away..and tell your parents to get you 1 page in the straits time..you guys know? there is this section where people give their blessings to the dead..you can get famous i tell you..so many people read the newspaper..im sure they would notice you..good uh?

what can fame do? can it feed you? can it give you a new life? fame might do the otherwise.. famous people usually have to be very careful for if they accidentally say a wrong word.. gossip..rumors..spread like wild fire..and soon..it will be the talk of the town..

but don't get me wrong..if you want to be famous. go ahead..afterall its your life.. and its not good to have regrets..but always think if you..are making the right decision..not for now..but also for the future to come..

~end~

short entry.very interesting.

just now..i was watching tv..and there was this programme..and it said that the country with the most amount of dissatisfied people is singapore..so they were interviewing this guy..just a quick 1..this old man..so he said..how to lead a happy life? easy..relax more..don't work so hard.. is it true? in 1 way or another..its true to me.. what about you readers?

thats all..
tml. having poa paper 2 test..maths paper 2 test..
after prelims..mock and more mock papers..zzz...

take care..
GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! poof.


NAMELESS, 8:40 PM. %.@





so yea..today is gonna be a..short - long entry..i dunno..ok..1 thing if u guys always wonder why i blog daily..
1. it helps to kill time
2. treat it as an reflection journal and share your thoughts with everyone.they might learn something new or know things they never know.

so yea..basically thats it..im gonna blog till 2am..coz i would be turning in at 2am..
so..i did not attend school on tue and wed..saw from joel's blog that..he is having stomach ache like me too uh..so yeah..i got it on tue.and now..hes getting it..take care joel..

so on tue..i slept at..1am or so..and then..i slept..woke up..at 4pm the next day..i could have slept longer..a few things disturbed my PRECIOUS SLEEP.zzz.hate it when.i dont get to sleep in peace..coz thats the only time i get to sleep in peace and my mind + body would be in peace.

1.I GOT AN IRRITATING CALL BY MY MAID'S FRIEND OR WADEVER.
2.THAT CALLER HAD SO MUCH DETEMINATION TO MAKE SOMEONE ANSWER THE CALL THAT HE KEPT CALLING TILL IT WOKE UP ME.MADE ME WANNA GO MAD.
3.my dad woke me up and asked me what time i slept the day before.
so yea..3 things.note.the 1st and 2nd events are inter-link..and in caps.becoz..that was the most stupid thing ever..can you imagine..like a stupid bee buzzing around ur ear..or a fly. or mosquito..zz..and he called for numerous times..and it was so zz lo..i mean like..come on la.. no one answers the phone.stop calling la.1 thing. i dislike my maid.her attitude..she uses the phone more than me.ok fine.she is from other countries.need to contact her family members..but does she need to talk and rant on and on the phone for like close to 5hours or more a day? thats dumb rite..zz.she uses the fone when she cooks.thats the most unique part..zz.1 hand cooking? no wonder the food tends to be unbalanced..as in..too salty etc etc..

dont wanna tok about it..makes me more zz..so called '''foreign talents' uh.maids.construction workers..dont see them being recongised by the government or something.thats how the world works..only interested in finding big shots..government is a cock-ed up shit. non corrupt.zz. look at the TT DURAI? the ex chairman of NKF..not so sure of his spelling..zz..i bet there are much more ppl out there like him..sooner or later..time will reveal all sorts of truth..sooner or later.. just wait and see..watch the 9pm show today? on channel 8? the women only wants her alimony and its so dam farking obvious that she is only concerned about her money instead of her son. and her so called 'what can i do.how am i going to survive with no money and 2 extra mouths to feed(the 2 refers to her child) and o dam.please.so the women had a 3 room flat.and she wasnt contented.be glad u have a roof over your head u bitch..and its so obvious u want the alimony.. much more than how much you treasure your child..dont be so wishy washy. in some countries.. a 3 room flat might be used as a home for over 10 people..thats how terrible ok.. aw well. its just a show.no point for me to get so zz over it.

so far..o lvls coming..but..still..i am not studying..there is something really wrong with me..don't think i will be going for the school night programme study..coz i guess most students would go there to showcase themselves..yea..and its stupid i guess.i mean.the way it works.. its gd to have teachers around..but..can they cater to so many students? and there are only 2 teachers each day..zz

ok..well..time for me to stop now..gotta get some sleep..4hrs of sleep left for me..

no one can stop you for you are the only one whom can stop yourself.

H A V E Y O U W A S T E D Y O U R L I F E?
my ans : no.


NAMELESS, 2:00 AM. %.@

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Song: at the cross.

at the cross i bow my knees..where your blood was shed for me..there's no greater love than this..

Reflection.
Topic : 1 thing all people worry about.money

just an entry..sometimes..it really makes me wonder..why do people..lie.cheat.steal.kill. all for the sake of money? is something so worthless worth for us to lie.cheat.steal or worse takin away lives of innocent victims.killing that is..is money really worth that much? to stain and dirty your hands.all can be done in a moment of folly.my friends.think twice before you do.that was what wei xian has put on his nick a few days ago.money is nothing but merely what humans wish to obtain.money can give you ranking and respect but at the same time.ask yourself.is the money you earned hard-earned? is it by yourself? you can use all the ill-gotten money you have to buy the world's biggest,largest,most beatiful and comfortable bed. but are you able to sleep in peace?

my fellow friends.look at the newspaper today.look at the world.killing incidents. couples sue each other for money.what has the world come to? it is that pathetic.cheats.scams.lies. it happens everywhere.in games.in media.in almost everywhere where humans exist. why must we let money get the better of us? what is so attractive of money which makes u want to sin.to commit a crime.to do something against what you used to deem is right.you can change your rights for that second and imagined nothing happened.just take the money and go.but can you live with the fact that you actually once stole? my fellow friends and readers.its better to abstain from it instead of the 'once bitten twice shy'. who knows.the first bite might be enough to kill? everyone deserves a second chance.yes.its true.but even if you give dozens/tonnes of chance to a person whom don't wish to change.that would be pointless.if you are going to kill.to murder someone brutally.to burn down his home which he built over years with each and every of his hard work, tears and sweat. i rather you chop off your hands and not sin. it would be better to have no hands used for wrong purposes that to commit something so serious.to commit crime.to abuse it.god gave us hands to help.to reach out a hand to those in needy.our 'helping hands' some say.

some simple acts tells it all.how greedy a person is.some still don't repent even after having a second chance.some won't hurt them physically.lies.scams.in newspaper.some article read. old women got con.for what? for believing in conman.i believe some of you should know this. reports of old women.eldery.getting con of their money by conmen who tells them that this 'divine apple'(just an example) is holy and will cure all illness..so and so..and they(eldery) fork out their entire saving just for that apple which is 'divine' to them.how can those conman do such a terrible stuff.not only did they 'rob' the eldery's money..but also.their intergrity.its also 'robbed' by themselves..its gone.its lost.all because of something.some people also lie to their friends.look at the tv shows.some cheat.some lie.all for money.it might be a stupid show but its reality.that is how this world works.cheating of own friends all for money.how can something destroy the friends' bonding built over years.money is made of paper.plastic(new $2 and $10 de) is money really that precious? yes.all of us cannot survive without money.money is used globally to buy our daily needs.food.water.clothes for warmth.but too much of anything kills.money is important.yes.but don't ask for too much.having a sufficient amount of money(to be able to support my parents and myself.to have a roof over our head) is enough to me. how much money would be able to satisfy human's greed for money? i tell you this.there can be no end to a person greed for money unless the person choose to change his/her thinking.

health is wealth.right wrong? you can have 10 billion worth of assets.but you are sick.struck with cancer.you find someone to help expand your business.what if that person is greedy? after your death or funeral.he swallows up your money.all the time you used in life for that 10 billion is gone.why? because you neglected your health at the expense of your health
what if.a person.with good health.he can work.he can go for night classes.he can go for upgrading-skills workshops.he can do anything he want.slowly.he will have enough money to start his own business.he do not need to worry if he is too old(not as in 90-100yrs old.thats ridiculous.not sure of spelling) for it because.his health is good. it wont give him any problems.

but of cause.some people.(in this case.it refers to males) work extremely hard to have more money.to have the 5Cs.condo.car.cashcard.creditcard.and 1 more.im not sure if cashcard is in there.work so hard to? to fufil their wives desire.this applies to 90%(from my point of view) of girls in singapore.its true.girls are all materialistic.example.my cousin wants 8k as her salary.i don't understand why 8k.that is too much.unless she is going to donate part of it to charity. that would be understandable. men.boys.dont work so hard for your wives. money cannot replace love. get it? show them(girls) how much you love them.money can buy a diamond ring but the 3 words 'i love you' is much more meaningful than that.a diamond ring can be lost. but the 3 words will stay in your heart forever..i guess my mother would be dam happy if my father said 'i love you' to her..but i guess.in my parents' heart.they know they love each other.so yeah..thats gd.. parents' affair.i shall not interfere.anyways.being a parent is too troublesome..

thats all for now.i feel as if im gonna vomit anytime.must be facing the com for too long.3hrs or so? but in the past.3hrs should not be a problem to me.maybe not fully recovered..

remember guys..its not that im trying to stop you.do what you think is right in your life to avoid regrets.

as the wind blows


NAMELESS, 1:30 AM. %.@

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

yo..im back..i did not go to school on tue not because of the chem..coz i was sick..o crap.. it has been such a long time since i got sick..2-3yrs ago? so ytd i was real sick..3/4 dead if i were to say.. my body was really weak and i had to go and see the doctor at 12 .30am or so..so.. i had very little control over my body..and..when i got home after the doctor's trip..i had trouble in bed..i can barely move my body..and i had difficulty breathing..and when i was lyin down in my bed..i can hardly move my body..example..i cant even do 1 sit up..i cant even lift my body up in other words..my father had to help me..lol..and yea..i had to remain in a certain position for dam long..and i was fuming mad coz i had to strength to even hold a cup properly while taking my medicine..so yea..i did not wanna go to the doctor at first coz i would bother my parents..especially my dad coz he has to wake up real early..and..it was ard 12plus..and my mother was tired..plus goin to see the doctor and his face and pay like $66 for it was real stupid..and its $66 lo..so expensive..the consultation fee was already $48 bucks..and if i had known earlier..i should have told my mum not to wake my dad up..i really did not wanna bother them..sickness come and go..i would be fine after a sleep..i guess so..and o yea..1 more thing i learnt in life..always share what u have in life..
so yea..tml goin to give back $70 to my dad..will ask my mother to pass the $$ to him..$4 no need gei gao la..felt real bad causing him to have lack of sleep and makin him worry..
thats all for now..


NAMELESS, 10:50 PM. %.@

Monday, October 02, 2006

change of plan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its for the sake of you..alden..=)
coz..just now when we were talkin rite..he said..ya lo..got ppl studyin with you at the same time ( but not same place.so in this case..alden and i would be studyin at the same time but in our own house) can study better..and like..more commited to studyin coz if u dun study.. u will like somehow disappoint your other friend or study peer..
so yeah.. on the top.. i have put in a few pics..taken from the friday outing..
kpzc = Keith Poh Zhi Cong.
doug = douglas.
and erm..sorry..coz i dunno how to put the pics in the proper place i wanted..
first 2 pics..are..taken by mr xiansta..the pro photographer..thanks for that..lol..we were on the top of the what-ever-u-call-it..basketball stand or wad..
below pics are..ya..our names..lol.it was fun mans.. hasta la vista..tml havin chem test..goin to spend 1-2 hours studyin it..there goes my sleep..haiz..


NAMELESS, 7:42 PM. %.@





Song : at the cross.
ok..today just a short entry i guess..coz i am too tired..i almost fell asleep just now when i was watchin tv..so today..i thought we would be able to get back our dnt results..but did not.. cause teacher was absent..zz..today..i got back my geog paper..it was not as bad as i thought.. at first.. the teacher came in..scolded us for 30mins..and our class mean was 21.5.. so i was like..wa die.. i cant fail humans coz may tan would pick on me zz..so..when the teacher read out my results..i was shocked..for that moment..i was like..phew..i got 32/50..i got 3/10 for my mapwork lol.. terrible..so yea..lets count my l1r4.
Eng:b4
maths:d7
science:c6
humans:b4
dnt:X (unknown)
poa:f9
thats all..so i am goin to use dnt..coz my poa is f9..terrible..so yea..4subs and im at 21 points.. so dead..so dead..
so today in schoo...had 4 free periods in all..2 periods came from dnt..another 2 periods came from clb lol..i did not attend class anyway..

after school: went to play soccer..drank like..3 cups of ribinna.1 during recess..1 durin lunchbreak..1 after school.im BROKE FOOOOOOOO.lol..dunno how to spell.. so.. we were waitin for ch coz may tan..as usual..took like..5-10mins to scold 1 person..lol..so..we waited quite long..while waitin for ch..i was talkin to alden..so yeah..hes a nice chap..well.. fret not alden.. believe in yourself.have confidence.its ur life..live the way you want..

goin to sleep soon..coz i cant take it anymore..so yeah..
hasta la vista.


NAMELESS, 7:05 AM. %.@





ok..so lets cont with our amazing journey to the forest..

so..after they washed their legs ah..we went to mac..to have our supper..after which followed by a series of burps..lol..so we went to farjar mac..coz it was 24hrs..it was ard midnite when we reached mac..then..after our supper..we went to 7 11 to get some drinks and off to the nearby basketball court to chat and stuff..ch and gang went to the playground but doug and i did not coz playground like dam dirty..u never noe..children might pee there..ew..

so..me n doug..went to the basketball court instead..so we 2 settled down..and since doug had like 4 packs of candles..we made our names..and when we were almost done..joel.alden wei xian came along..so they made their names too..so..yea..it was pretty nice..i will try to put the pics here..and then..doug and i..went to climb the basketball thing..so funny..then..joel and alden also went to climb..lol..so..

after that..we began doin stupid stuff..we ran around the basketball court..jog around the basketball court..did push ups..like midnite pt uh..that aint a army camp..so after that..we played relay..lol..and jk got a nice scar on his body..haha..so..after that..everyone was running around the basketball court except me and 1 more(lulu i think) i guess..lulu is a boy btw..i did not wanna run ard the court coz..the boots were givin my feets a terrible time..there were blisters..

so after they ran like..5-6 rounds..we packed up..and went home..so i reached home at ard 3 or so..and went to shower..then use the com for like 10mins or so..and headed to bed..

WORST THING EVER.. the next day when i woke up rite..i was tired..i had like only 6hrs of sleep but..it was the itch that caused me to wake up..now my left arm is like.. dam..farking swollen..with lots of red dots on it..zz lor..and sometimes it will itch like hell..ah dam.. it has been almost 2 days but the dots are still there..

Conclusion : Keith's arm was attacked by some unknown bugs in the forest.and its terrible.. what if there are scars left..i ugly enuff liao..with that.. lagi worse..

o yea..before i end..durin the trip..yu xiang lost his keys..coz he was happily jumpin away then his keys drop..so yea..we could not find it coz..it was dark..and we were like ..1/4 in the forest liao..so very difficult to find..

today did not go tuition coz i was super tired..so i went home.slept for like 5hrs..so yeah. these few days..never fail to have dreams..its like..in the dreams..there is a hidden meaning..and when im so close to it..i will be awaken..today in my dream..i dreamt that yu xiang found his keys.. lol..

thats all..thanks.for.reading.

I F I H A V E T O D I E
take my life away without any regrets.


NAMELESS, 12:53 AM. %.@

Sunday, October 01, 2006

hi...its me again..
Today's entry would be on our outing on friday.
Brief introduction
Time : 8pm
Venue : Segar basketball court

so..i got ready..i wore half U 4..erm its ncc de..jus imagine..1 soldier in his uniform but he is not wearing his shirt..only his bottom..so yea..and of coz boots..so..i was late..lol..was supposed to meet joel at 7.45 but i reached at 8..sorry ah joel..sorry make u wait..so after that.. we went to the nearby provision shop to get some stuff..like candles..and lighters..and baygon..lol..so. after we paid for our stuffs rite..i reached my hand into my pocket..and i felt something..so i took it out and it was..O MY GOODNESS..it was another packet of candles..then..it came to my mind that i accidentally put 1 packet of candle into my pocket..so thankfully..there was no camera otherwise i won't know i 'shoplift'..so i asked joel if i should return the candles not..he say anything..but the prob was i was afraid the person might misunderstand me and call the police zz..so nvm..i went back to the shop and gave it back to the owner..her face was like huh huh..but i guess in her heart she must be thinking that wa.who knows if this guy has stolen any other stuffs..its like..i can tell it from her face..so clear to me..but nvm..i am not guilty..

so..soon..jy arrived..jk arrived..and lastly zh arrived..then.we walked to Segar to meet them..so when we reached..there were unexpected guests..yu xiang and alden!!! woo..with them around.. it would be more fun..so when every1 arrived..we ventured our way through the woods.. we actually wanted to go to bamboo forest..but it was dark right..so we missed the place..and landed up in a 2 way spilt( as said in mr xianster's blog.if not for him.i would not know how to describe where we were) so after that..we settled down..and dam..it was dark..and we were in the middle of a forest..rofl..there were like..11 of us? so..we played lots of stuff..like candles..sparks.. and we even set up a campfire but it did not last as long as i expect it to be..so yea..i bought mosquito coil as well lol..it was lavander fragrance..so yea..that was fun..so..after playin in there for like a few hours..more people arrived..cheng hao..farit..ainul and 1 more farit..4 person in all.. so it was mad..as expected from ainul..the way he played with fire was terrible..its like the fire is his friend..crazy guy..so..after like 1 hr they arrived..we began to leave the place coz it was gettin bored and some ppl needa get home quick..and it was a 20mins long walk out..and not to mention..the grass was wet = muddy..wahaha..my boots saved me uh..so..we walked out.. people were leading cheer..and zhihua went to catch a frog with his bare hands..o my goodness.. i cant imagine a frog in my hands..thats so slimly..so once we left..farit..ainul and the other farit left the place..

so we went straight to the carpark..and went to wash our legs..usin the 20cent stuff.. the machine la..so this is how it works..20cent coin and water would be gushing out real fast for 30 secs..so when some took out their 20cent coins uh..it wrote..cashcard only..thankfully.. mr jy saved the day coz no 1 else got the cashcard..so as expected..SUPER JY SAVES THE DAY. ( playin powerful girls theme song) fightin crimes tryin to save the world.. he were just in time... the super jy.. go jy!!. wahaha..btw jy stands for jin you..so yea..every1 was playin with the water and either cal or jk got real wet lol..and some did not completey wash off the mud..like alden and cheng hao..i was wearin boots..so there was no need..zh and doug were wearing shoes..so yea..they did not wash too lol..but lookin at the way they tried to wash their legs..it seemed kinda fun..

*off to play dota*.
continue this later..


NAMELESS, 8:58 PM. %.@





ok..so yeah..its now..kinda late..1-2am in the morning..its sunday..yea..and o dam.. ITS!! gonna be 2nd oct soon..and i realised..i have not much time left for my o lvls studies..so yeah.. i wanted to use the 1month break..to study..but..it has come..and i think..i should put my words into action..so yea..gonna try my best now..so yeah..ok..lets see uh..
ok..1 thing i want to share with u guys..i think i did not say this in the previous entry..the time when i went for my o lvls oral..clb de..we were supposed to give the paper and ez link card or the IC..so..when it was my turn..i took out my paper n card..and when i took out my card i realised it was my tapz card..zz..the arcade de..so i was..o shit..coz i was makin the 2 teachers/examiners wait..so i took out my wallet in a hurry and DEATH..1st impression last.so yeah..clb oral. FLUNK!
ok..im tired..will update a entry later..at ard night time..
details in da blog:
-Our forest outing(1 entry should be long enuff i guess)


don't wait for me, cause time won't justify what you just did...


NAMELESS, 1:37 AM. %.@

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