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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
ok.hi.last topic. love ah..gotta rush for my geog mock exam tml..but i won't let that affect this entry..more and more mock exams are coming up and im gettin way too sick of it..let me have peace in my life.
ok.love..
what is love..the meaning to that word..is something which can never be defined i guess.. each of us were brought up under different conditions..so naturally..our thinking..actions would be different..some see love as a painful thing..some see it as the greatest thing on earth..some see it as a waste of time..
love as a painful thing? why? the reason would be..not being able to be with the girl you fancy i guess..afterall..nothing last forever..most people would say fairy tales are false.. and the phrase 'and they lived happily ever after' is totally not true..i used to think that true love exist.. but after just 1 bad experience..i began to think otherwise...and with friends like lionel(gangsa league)..and some school friends like..mr wang lulu and douglas..so yea..and of course..tv shows.. after watching how girls affect a boy's life in that show..it more or less..changed my mind.. but note..if any girl is reading this..
Im not saying that you are lousy or what..it is just my personal opinion on girls and i can tell with my own eyes who is good and who isnt..so dont come after me with a knife..taking away my life is 1 thing..but that can never change your character.(refering to no 1 in particular)
so yea..i've never had a gf in my life before..yes go ahead..laugh at me..i wont feel low..i mean its the fact..so yea..some consider love as a +ve(positive) factor in life wheresa some see it as an -ve(negative) factor in life..what do you see it as?
all of us..have different opinion..so now..im gonna try and 'neutralise' my entry as in..what i am going to say will be something all of us(boys) agree or think in the same way..
today in school..while i was thinking what im gonna write down here..i asked lulu..btw..lulu is a very straight forward guy..much much more than me..so yea..when i asked him what is love to him..he said..waste of time..true false? i don't know..but well..some of us might hate love after a super bad experience..most things work in the same way..after having a bad experience with something..you tend to hate it.. but if you find yourself good at it..your interest in it will naturally be higher..
example 1: say..you got molested on a few occasions when you were on your way home..or worst..raped..after that..you will hate boys right?
i don't know if that example is accurate..but i guess it make sense..even if the girl just got raped 1 time..she will hate boys..if im a girl..i would definately hate boys..but..i believe time can heal all wounds..so yea..
o dam..the wind is blowing in my direction..the air is sucky..the psi reading is rising again.. seems like what i told joseph was right..WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..sacastic laughter.please ignore that.
so yea..and from what i have seen from my friends..most of them look normal but some of them..their hearts might be bleeding..in the past..when i look at them handling their relationship problems..i thought to myself..so lucky to have a girlfriend..besides it not easy to find someone you truly love..but when i see their relationship on the rocks..in other words..on the verge of breaking up..its like..they are so stressed over it..its amazing how much love can damage you in just that short period of time..and after like say 1 month..the person is back to normal.. love is amazing isnt it? its like a double edged sword..it can give you happiness but at the same time sorrow..
after all these..i found out that..phrases and idioms on love like..example : ''True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending by K Knight''...is something which human merely made up based on their experience and friends' experience..and so..when the phrases and idioms makes sense to the reader..they change their opinion on love..so yea..am i getting my point across to you? say like..before you read those phrases and idioms..your opinion on love was ''love is a waste of time'' but after you read that idiom..your opinion on love is ''love is neverending'' see what im trying to say? but well.. those phrases makes hell lotsa sense but you must not let that phrase change your view on love..
so yea..but well..its hard to find nice girls nowadays right? most girls in singapore want the 5cs.. Car.Condo.Cash card.Credit card and 1 more which im not sure of..but i don't know if cash card is considered as 1 of the C..are they being too picky? how can love be created by having the 5cs? in this case..i rather call them..selling body..1 body worth 5cs..so yea..right now.. i have a list of idioms and phrases on love with me..this paper was given by our very best english teacher miss kuek from 4E4..she has been my eng teacher for 3yrs..and she is real good.. so yea..
some people..say..i will love you forever..but what happens after they get married? sometimes.. this always bother me..why do people change after marriage..its so scary..but sometimes girls can get way too naggy.like my mother..sometimes she is really dam irritating but its for my own good..so i have learnt to just nod my head to 'entertain' her..in the past..i would say.. ya la ya la..ha na ha na..to chase her off coz i really cant stand people especially my mother nag..once they nag ah..wa like cannot stop 1..its like a radio which is on but has no switch.. ok.. back to topic..not my mum..1 reason why people change after marriage would be their jobs i guess.. girls are so career minded..and from Source C taken by pei cai secondary school prelims.(i was doin it the other day and that source is somehow suitable for this topic) so that source was talking about she works 12hrs a day from mon-fri. and she says she that she has no time for her 1 and only child..and says that her saturday would be full coz on that day.she and her friends would go to their fav hotel for high tea.. so yea..after i read that source..i was like...WTF?? for friends you ignore your child..so yea.. anyways..gotta end this now..
1 phrase on love from the worksheet before i go which makes the most sense to me..
Christopher Morley
If we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other poeple to stammer* that they loved them.
stammer-i wonder why would they stammer..its like..hey..you got FIVE MINUTUES ONLY.. DONT STAMMER!! just say what you wanna say and call the other person whom you wanna tell how much you love him/her..
NAMELESS, 8:00 PM. %.@
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